disregard the title, it's meaningless.

Well...my subscription is gone, and I have lost a few luxuries, mainly my stamps. ;-; I am gonna miss them...but oh well, I probably had to many of them anyway. I do miss not having to see those insufferable adds all the freakin time ><. I was pleasntly suprised to find that I could still make polls, if I can still do that then I guess I'll survive.

moving on...

So! Last night a good friend of mine who has been really annoying lately broke up with his girlfriend, he calls me up to talk to me about it, now when he does this I'm already talking to another friend of mine who is also pretty close the the whole matter, anyway, so this guy calls me and tells me about it, I hear both sides of the story...and frankly I gotta say it's the guys fault. He's a devout christian and well..she wasn't, Hell he said that part of the reason, or, well, his reason was that she supposedly believes in the "Greek Gods" >>;;...yeah...I KNOW! but her reason..made more sense, she said that he was trying to control every aspect of the relationship and made her feel small or belittled because he was constantly making himself out to be better than her. Now he's my friend, has been for 5 years, but even I know that sounds like something he would do. I try to explain to him what he's been doing wrong because this is one of a long list of things that have been going wrong in his life, it seems that the loyal christian has fallen from Grace and his God isn't helping him any, but that's beside the point, so I try and explain that most of his friends, myself included, just don't want to be around him because he's been short tempered, confrontational, he suddenly gained an ego with a superiority complex to boot and has been trying to shove the bible down our throats, and for someone who says "I'd like most of my friends to be Christians" he doesn't have a lot of friends that are even RELIGIOUS! So I tried to explain these things to him, stressing to him that this is me just telling him what he REALLY needs to hear, but as usual, and as I expected, he didn't really listen. The ex girlfriend called a few times during the conversation, that didn't help any, it just made him more depressed, so rather than telling hims all his problems I just decided it'd be best if we get off the subject all together...after I told him that it's for the best that he NOT see her tomorrow as "just friends" as that would only make it worse for him. We ended up talking about movies and TV shows and all sorts of other nerdy stuff and I think it helped, and I ultimately got him in somewhat of a better mood, but nothing could help him..unless Jesus Christ showed up and told him it would be okay and...well..I don't think that happened. I guess the point to this story is that sometimes you can't get through to people even thought you want to help, but the only way you can is by telling them things they don't want to hear, and that breakups are usually stupid...I hate being the guy he calls when he is sad or when he breaks up with a girl -_-

I just got back from KS a few days ago, it was a lot of fun and I REALLY miss everyone dearly, you know who you are ;3. There were some ups and downs but it was ultimately a lot of fun, and I wish I could stay, but sadly, College and other reasons prevented me, I could go into detail all the things that happened, but I won't, this journal is long enough already. I guess the most fun I had was at the pool party I had just a few days before I had to leave, it was off the wall, I had like 15 to 20 people over, I've never had that my friends at my house, or in the same place at once...ever! it was crazy like I said, from wardrobe malfunctions to my brutal dunking it was great fun, and with no drugs or alcohol either, see kids, parties can be fun without getting wasted! I think my favorite part of the whole thing though, was when most of the people had left and , and I all just sat down and had a heart to heart to heart conversation for a few hours, we said things that need to be said and did a bit to crying over our lost brother (Andrew) as the 3rd anniversary of his and all the others that died that day was only a few days before, and we all came to the conclusion that we needn't have doubts about drifting apart, as proven in the past by certain events and actions we are gonna be friends for the rest of our lives, and just because we meet in high school doesn't me that it has to stay there...and then we cracked jokes and they picked on me...as usual *rubs scars*

THE END

now would you kindly go get stepped on by a big daddy...but not before you comment!!